Author: Kulka » Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:22 pm
coz i cant ignore all of you, let me to answer.
Sus xan - i am very strong with my enemies, but if someone who is my brother - that means close to me heart - hurts me - i am totally weak and helpless, coz i can easy fight with the enemy, but i cant fight with brother.
kak talsor - i will be very happy if any of you come to my house. also i would like to ask you - dont say "idiot", coz that person is kurd, one of us, even if making mistake, still one of us.
kak londoner - i dont feel good if someone point to me - you are not kurdish, coz you wasnt born as kurdish, you dont know kurdish history etc.
i support PKK, from me not because of political reasons - although everything might be qualified as "political" reasons. but, yes, i support them with all my heart, and i dont care to be consider as terrorist because of that - I DONT CARE. PKK is not the "political party" for me - they are just brave people who chose to live in extreme hard conditions, in mountains, specially during winter time, coz they belive in something - i dont think they doing that for money. any of you - think now - how much money someone should pay you to make you do that - sleep in the snow, wash yourself in freezing water, have no home, no family, anything. i will not do that for any price. only for love. as - i believe - they do.
i am who i am , i am doing what i am doing - not for anyone - i am honest with myslef, and thats enough for me. coz nobody see black ribbon on kurdish flag in my room on 16th march, nobody see me crying for kurdistan in privacy of my room.
if i dont know kurdish history - i can still learn it. if i dont know kurdish languge - i can still learn it. but i dont have to learn my feelings for kurdistan - and anybody can learn that. you cant learn, you must have. i never call kurdistan - Iraq, turkya or anything. never. and i am proud of that. when this indian guy in my factory made bad comments on kurdish and i complain to managers, one of them said to the other: someone is making racist comments on iraqi people. and when i hear that, i said - ON KURDISH PEOPLE.
i learn one thing now - not to show true feelings, not to trust anyone. coz i was opened in front of people whom i love and respect and i learned that my "kurdishness" is a kind of funny. maybe. since now i will keep everything within my heart. no point to show it outside, coz its the best way to get hurt.
kak aram and kak talsor - if you can do that for our country, forgive each other and apologize each other for bad words you said some time ago to each other. i still cant forget it. its only dirty politisc - you both are better than that.
my life is hard enough, i am very tired.
hichi tr